I haven't written any entry for a very long time here.
I thought I would use this blog in Kuala Lumpur but I didn't write anything for the 7 months I spent there. Then, I had to come back back to France in April 2015. It didn't go well.
I am currently lost in my life:
When you add bad management at work to a serious health situation (Ankylosing Spondylitis + some Crohn symptoms, yep they identified my chronic disease), you become stressed and it worsens your health and in my case you end up depressed, again.
I am still sick and stressed today. I still don't know what will happen to me in this company or in this industry and I don't know what I really can/ want to do as a job. I cannot find time to work on my writings. I don't really draw (more like unfinished scraps). And I feel lonely.
Well I am sure it's a great delight to listen to me right now... Sorry about that. I will try to talk about my readings or the movies I have seen (probably in a mixed French-English sabir).
I thought I would use this blog in Kuala Lumpur but I didn't write anything for the 7 months I spent there. Then, I had to come back back to France in April 2015. It didn't go well.
I am currently lost in my life:
When you add bad management at work to a serious health situation (Ankylosing Spondylitis + some Crohn symptoms, yep they identified my chronic disease), you become stressed and it worsens your health and in my case you end up depressed, again.
I am still sick and stressed today. I still don't know what will happen to me in this company or in this industry and I don't know what I really can/ want to do as a job. I cannot find time to work on my writings. I don't really draw (more like unfinished scraps). And I feel lonely.
Well I am sure it's a great delight to listen to me right now... Sorry about that. I will try to talk about my readings or the movies I have seen (probably in a mixed French-English sabir).
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mood: sick forever
music: nothing
reading: Dogwood Days by Poppy Dennison
food: rice and vegetables
drink: coffee (bad for my health)
TV: nothing
